My Life

This will, I'm sure, be a scatterbrained mix of crap. From my beautiful child to my angry husband. From world news to sports. From books to drinking games. Enjoy!

Location: Topeka, Kansas, United States

I'm a 20 something, married mother of one. A beautiful 2 year old little boy. That pretty much defines my life! I work in a job I hate to afford to give my son the things he needs and wants. My husband does the same, but he's going to school now so that he can earn more $$ for those things. I like NASCAR, and football, reading, hanging out with friends and family, and playing with my son.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Walmart Portraits

I'm never going to the 37th street Walmart (Topeka) for pictures again. That bitch is so dumb and slow, I could kill her! I had to wait a half hour to pick up the debit card that I "left" there because she wouldn't tear herself away from the picture she was taking because she didn't recongnize me. It'd only been a few days. That's the 3rd time I've seen her in the last 2 weeks, all she had to do was hand me the damn card! But then again she didn't remember Michael the when we came back for our second try 2 days after the first either.

Not that I acutally left the damn card there, she had it behind the counter and gave me everything else except the card back. I guess I'm to blame since I didn't ask for it back, but she'd just given me pictures, 2 recipts, etc. plus I gave her my card and she took 5 minutes to run it, then she had a phone call. By the time she was done, I'd forgotten about it.

I'm glad they're putting in a Walmart in North Topeka. It'll be that much closer to my house when stupid shit like that happens. And I won't have to go as far for groceries. Can't wait!

All in all, the pictures were pretty good for as bad of a mood that Michael was in. This was of course, our second try. The first try he screamed the entire time.


Michael is 2. I can't believe it's gone so fast. He's so smart and I don't even know where he learns half the crap he knows.

I think next year, we'll have Mikie's party at the property so those dumb asses can actually come. Wouldn't want to put them out and invite them to a party that has happened on the same night for the last 8 years! And we'll have Michael's birthday party the following weekend so all the out of towners aren't here for Mikie's party weekend!

Gary's in school now. HVAC for 15 months! Hopefully that will mean a job he likes to do and more $$ for it when he is done. In the meantime, it's just me and Michael in the evenings now. I seem to get alot more done with out the TV'holic at home. I don't watch hardly any TV anymore. Instead I get things done like putting together Micheal's swing set for his birthday, cleaning house, going for walks, etc. It's kinda nice. It sorta sucks that Gary doesn't get to see Micheal very much except on weekends, but it'll all work out in the end.

Oprah's book club has some good books. I think I'll make it a goal to read them all now. I am reading The Deep End of the Ocean by Jacquelyn Mitchard. It is very disturbing. I can't stop reading because I want to see what happens, but it scares me half to death to picture myself in the main characters position. So far it's about what she goes through when her 3 year old little boy is kidnapped. It's very real and emotionally charged.

I also read The Five People You Meet In Heaven. That one was really good to. It was definetly a different way to think of dying and heaven. And Ellen Foster was good as well. It was a little strange the way it was written, but good anyway. I also read Fall On Your Knees, but it's been awhile. I remember it being fairly strange as well, but compelling. All these books are about "real" people and the writting styles make the stories interesting and flowing. I would recommend any of these. Most are "can't put them down" reads.

I need a new roof, new windows, siding, heater... Those are the mail goals. That and paying off credit cards. If anyone wants to donate... I'm trying to get my grass to grow back where the sewer had to be dug up. Still need to repair the garage where the door snapped off. Got insurance $$ from that, but we've had to use some of it for other things, and it wouldn't be enough to cover it all anyway. I just need to win the lottery! That's all.

My office is moving and it really sucks. Working on damn tables right now. Too bad I don't have vacation I could take to get out of here! That's why I have time to blog. I don't want to unpack anything else to work on! But I better get busy since probably anyone can see what I'm doing since I have no walls anymore!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

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Friday, March 18, 2005

New York Daily News - Home - David Bianculli: Desperate for 'Housewives'

New York Daily News - Home - David Bianculli: Desperate for 'Housewives': "Teri Hatcher's Susan breaking up with James Denton's Mike, Felicity Huffman's Lynette sabotaging her husband's promotion, and Marcia Cross' Bree agreeing to explore new sexual frontiers with estranged husband Rex "


Not looking forward to Atlanta without a crew chief. Damn it Berrier, no more blatant cheating. And please no bragging about it, that will only make the penalty worse! Duh! Oh yeah, I cheated, and I'd do it again and not get caught, whatcha gonna do about it? Suspend your ass for 10% of the season that's what! Not to mention 25 points which may bite you in the ass come Race for the Chase time. I really hate this penalty crap, but NASCAR has to do something when you obviously cheated.

I'm gonna lose my fantasy racing this week. I've got Jeff Gordon, Harvick, and Carl Edwards, with Jamie McMurray for a sub. The team I'm up against has Jimmie Johnson, Elliot Sadler, and Ryan Newman. Don't know about the sub. Just know I'm gonna lose. And I haven't lost yet! Of course neither has this other team. If history dictates, Newman will be on the pole and Johnson will win.

Harvick 32 and 35 in Atlanta last year and they're going to start their suspension this week because "Harvick has a proven track record at Atlanta"?(

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005


I am angry and frustrated with my entire life. I don't understand why my husband can't see that. I work all day, bring home 75% of our household income, then I come home, fix dinner, do the dishes, do laundry, give my son a bath and put him to bed. All while my lovely hubby sits on the couch and watches TV. Then he says, "while you're doing nothing at work tomorrow, why don't you look something up for me". Does this not imply that I do nothing at work? It upset me, so he says "Nevermind, I'll do it myself" and goes back to watching TV. I have feelings! and he hurt them, but I guess he doesn't realize that little fact. It never occurred to him to apologize for making me feel small. In fact, I'm pretty sure that in the 4 years we've been together, he has never apologized for anything! He just shuts down and hopes it will go away. And it usually does, but then it's just that much stronger when it comes up again. It's getting to the boiling point now. Where I'm thinking of the D word. Although I absolutely don't want to put my son through that, I also don't want him to grow up in a house where daddy does nothing and mommy's always mad. I just don't know what to do. He's so fucking lazy!!!!!!! I'm going out of my mind here, I need help. He also managed, in the same day, to get pissy because I asked him to stop at the store and pick up some milk. He's just so busy you know. Might miss his least favorite show. I'm going to shut off the damn cable. I don't know how to make him understand! He says "I try" and I say "When?, 3 weeks ago you did some laundry and you did pick up the milk last night, That's not trying!" I do these things every day. Plus work at a job that I hate. Then he wonders why I never want to have sex. I DON'T LIKE YOU, why would I want to have sex with you! I know I'm rambling now, but I need to get this out. I would write him a letter, but I seriously doubt he would take the time to read it. I can't take this crap anymore.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

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I really shouldn't be here. I should be working. I've never done this before, so who knows what'll happen.

I've got baby fever. For some reason, spring brings out the babies! I keep seeing newborns and pregnant women everywhere. The girl on the other side of my cube wall is pregnant. She found out when she went for her initial appointment to get her tubes tied and they did a pregnancy test! But she's excited about it anyways. I'm sure we won't be able to afford another child till the one we have is in school. We always said we'd have to wait till the 1st one was out of diapers since they cost so much, but now we'll have to wait till the 1st one is out of day care. That cost is outrageous! I think I can hold off for a few more years. I'll have to.

Change of subject. I think the recent NASCAR penalties are a little crazy. I'm a Harvick fan and I know punishment was deserved, but to suspend Johnson and Busch's crew chiefs for 2 weeks for unintentional violations is just craziness! And 4 weeks without a crew chief! Berrier needs to have a better idea of the risk before he compares it to the reward. Harvick didn't need the starting spot to finish good, he did it from the back, and now no crew chief for 4 weeks.

Guess I should stick to one topic for each post. Oh well.

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